should I? should I NOT?......help

okayy.. my friends have been offered to other schools, and they already confirmed it~ (*Jay-Kepala Batas,Penang... Syera-Jasin,Melaka... nuriz-seri puteri,KL)

SO i'm going to be VERY VERY lonely (like i haven't been lonely enough~=.=)..

THUS! i made a little decision to make myself amused by making my own fanfic... i dunno if i even have the time to write... hmm... it's getting pretty lonelier than before, so i guess it's a nice thing for me to do... since, i might not be able to talk/interact with them much...

as u might know, i'm a follower of shinee fanfics at SFI... i remember they said, posting their fics on asianfanfics.com(?) i'm not sure myself, if the website is actually open/available or not~

if there is such website, should i make a new ID(register laa..)? should i? aaaaa.... getting ready for the future is tough~ =o=

i know it's kinda childish to be thinking about what to do when everybody leaves.... i know it's not matured to be making these childish decisions where, there's me, asking myself whether i should make a fanfic or not.. yeahh... i'm not that matured yet.. (i am, though, more matured than my friends... hahaha:DD not that i want to brag about it.. but yeah... i think WAAYYYY differently than them... again, not bragging.. just saying~)

so, last decision?

wait until who's leaving, and who's staying....

(wow MBLAQ made a song just right for my situation i guess?

:: stay with me~ nae gyeotae man isseo~ jwo niga nae jeonbu yeotan marya~ ::)

dunno the meaning~ ;P

ANYWAYS?!

we'll see whether i register for it or not...

(i don't think i can keep up with the fanfic..)

if i do start one, just see if anyone's reading it~

if there are followers, i'll just continue for the fanfics readers:DD

wow! i'm nice..:PP

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4 Sains Tulen 2 (4 Pure Science 2)

aah yes.... as u can read above.. it's my class for 2011...

i'm not sure how it will turn out.. it has only been a week since we've started schooling again~

so.. hopefully this year would be more exciting and more fun than before or just as before! ^0^

most of my friends aren't in the same class as me..

yeah, i'm fine.. it's not like i'm following them for the rest of my life(vice versa) =.=''

but still, i’m SOOO LONELY!!! most of them ended up being in 4 ST 1…

(HAHAXD and i don’t even dream of being in THEIR class*SEMPIT like in a sardine can!!!

hmm… oh well, tough luck i guess:( study harder next time and show them u are better than them Aisyah!! FIGHTING!!

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Welcoming 2011!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

uwwwaaahhhh.. It's 2011 already~! still can't believe that all of us been through a YEAR! and I'm actually 16 this year.. a bit worried though, what will be my future with school, friends(ah! what will happen to us? ToT), family, K-pop addiction(will it fade away? just like that?).. hmm... well, we don't know until we go through this year too,right? same like last year:D hopefully all of us will go through 2011 with full success and beautiful memories like we did in 2010..:D

새해복많이받으새요!!!

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